I'm fully expecting this to be a challenging day. I had to send an email to my parents that I wasn't fully prepared to send. Nevertheless, this was an important part of my healing process my therapist and I decided. I've also been told that the best way to feel stronger is to walk through your fears. I guess I'll find out today if that's true.
This is definitely a power struggle. I need to stand up for myself. I know God is with me but I think you understand what I'm trying to say here.
Reminds me of the words from "Unwritten" by Natasha Beningfield...
Staring at the blank page before youOpen up the dirty windowReaching for something in the distanceSo close you can almost taste itRelease your inhibitionsThe rest is still unwritten