God WILL use your pain.
You MUST choose to let Him.
I had a lot of anger last week. I was so full of myself I thought I could be mad at God. I even was hard hearted at church until my pastor spoke a word and I was crying and second in line to the altar.
I've been broken again this morning. I don't want to go into a lot of details but God... He's using my pain to help others. He's using my story to shed light. I have to speak up. In the past I was afraid to share my testimony... I REFUSE to be that timid anymore.